A Sophisticated Airing of Grievances

A fan, and guy on my friends list who will remain unnamed decided to discuss his solo queue frustrations with me. The following rage-filled conversation ensued. Be warned, its quite long. (Thinking about doing a dramatic reading of this on youtube)

Let this be a lesson about results oriented thinking.

[12:27] Particularly Angry Guy: 9/1 karma top vs riven.

still lose.

[12:32] : this game flat out sucks anymore

[12:32] mid Gelati: depends on what you're looking for

i treat it like poker, or magic the gathering

its a skilled gambling game

[12:33] Particularly Angry Guy: its no longer skilled though

[12:33] mid Gelati: all you can do is enjoy the process, minimize the variance by improving your own play, and accept a certain amount of said variance

[12:33] Particularly Angry Guy: everyone in plat..

like theres no difference anymore

with this stupid new system

every fucking scrub is plat v

its not even hrd to get to anymore

[12:34] mid Gelati: so grind it out and get through it

[12:34] Particularly Angry Guy: okay

elaborate what more i can do

then go 9/1 and chunk the entire enemy team

for half hp

what else

can 1 person do

[12:34] mid Gelati: first of all, you're looking at one game

you cant have a results oriented mindset

[12:34] Particularly Angry Guy: every game

is that though

i have recordings

for evidence to back that up.

[12:34] mid Gelati: then just play more games

if you're honest to god shit stomping your opponent every single game then it will show that over the course of a larger sample size

and if thats not what your into then i dont know what else to tell you honestly

its a grind

[12:35] Particularly Angry Guy: i played 7 games tonight, won 1 , every game i played either good enough or extremely well with no problems.

explain that

[12:35] mid Gelati: you played 7 games tonight? all ranked?

[12:36] Particularly Angry Guy: normal and ranked.

[12:36] mid Gelati: i see 4 ranked games

i see 9 ranked wins on teh season

[12:36] Particularly Angry Guy: yes

[12:36] mid Gelati: the fact of hte matter is, you dont have the numbers to support any sort of data

im not trying to be a jerk im just telling you how it is

so hear me out here

[12:36] Particularly Angry Guy: why would i waste my time

19 games..

[12:36] mid Gelati: then dont

you know what you were signing up for

no one is making you play

[12:37] Particularly Angry Guy: im thoroughly convinced

either 1. nobody cares about winning , or 2. more children or born autistics than ever before

theres no other explanation

[12:37] mid Gelati: yea theres a ton of shitheads

[12:37] Particularly Angry Guy: u should see these games

and this is platinum

elo

i dont expect

God

i never ever expect challenger skilled players

in this

[12:37] mid Gelati: low platinum is where people think they're good and play with recklessness

[12:37] Particularly Angry Guy: but i also dont expect u

to flat out throw the game

and run into the other team to suicide

all i ask is for a team that wont suicide

[12:38] mid Gelati: just know that statistically it happens to everyone

[12:38] Particularly Angry Guy: and i can win

[12:38] mid Gelati: so the only thing that you can do is to not be that guy, perform consistently game to game, and eliminate the variance

[12:38] Particularly Angry Guy: i can play forever

[12:38] mid Gelati: well as much of it as possible

[12:38] Particularly Angry Guy: i try every lane

[12:38] mid Gelati: you literally need to be a robot about it

[12:38] Particularly Angry Guy: nothing works

[12:39] mid Gelati: alright listen

[12:39] Particularly Angry Guy: u realize season 3

i go to diamond so fast

i won 4 games

and skipped diamond 5 to diamond 2

teams had skilled players

it was actually fun

now every single fucking troll

is somehow platinum

[12:39] mid Gelati: so now you're just going to quit because you have to work to get there?

[12:39] Particularly Angry Guy: im putting in plenty of work

my hand hurts

my wrist hurts

my head hurts

[12:39] mid Gelati: you're not putting in plenty of work

[12:39] Particularly Angry Guy: i threw my mic and broke it

i just went

9 and fucking 1

[12:40] mid Gelati: listen

[12:40] Particularly Angry Guy: with a fucking

karma

[12:40] mid Gelati: listen

im going to lay this out as logically as i can for you, because thats the only way i know how to do things, its going ot be cold, and direct,

if you dont want to hear it or believe it or whatever thats fine, but you cant say i didnt say it

lets look at this purely from a numbers standpoint

we'll keep it simple

theres 10 people in a game

if you are shit stomping and dominating your specific opponent in every single game like you're saying, then you should win roughly 10-20% more games over a large sample size

we'll say 10% for simplicity

obviously you'll lose some that you get fed in, and win some you lose in, but we'll ignore that

if you're dominating that hard, over the course of say 100 games you'll win 10 more

so maybe yu're 60-40

[12:42] : whcih is a 60% win rate, which is really really high

the point im trying to make is this

you've played what 19 games in ranked this season?]

you dont have a large enough sample size to see whats actually going on

if you're honestly whooping as much as as you say you are, play more games and you'll see the results

you cant look at a small sample and assume things

[12:44] : i feel like shit cuz im slacking this season, im not working hard enough, and im being punished for it

[12:44] Particularly Angry Guy: thats just stupid then

spam games and go up

the game is flawed them

then*

[12:44] mid Gelati: if you're actually dominating then yes, play games, go up

[12:44] Particularly Angry Guy: 19 games

is alot of fucking time..

thats like 10 hours

[12:45] mid Gelati: i have a friend thats played 500 ranked games this season already

he was diamond 1 last season

he just got diamond last week

[12:45] Particularly Angry Guy: exactly

the system is fucked.

[12:45] mid Gelati: the fact is, theres like 30 million people playing this game (a small fraction of that play ranked)

people are better, there are more resources

you dont just get good by talent, you gotta work at it

if you really really want the rating and think you deserve it then prove it and play the games out and put the hours in just like everyone else does

but you cant honestly expect results when you've put in a fraction of the time that others have

solo queue is literally like poker

you get bad beats, you can play perfectly logically and make the right plays and you'll still lose

look at the best players on the planet

wild turtle still loses a lot

he just plays thousands and thousands of games

faker loses games

[12:47] : just because doyle brunsen used to be hte best poker player didnt mean he automatically won

you take the good with the bad

variance, theres 10 people in a game, you only control 10%

[12:48] Particularly Angry Guy: the point is the game is flawed and should be shut down as we are speaking then, every other game if ur good ur good, if ur bad ur bad

[12:48] mid Gelati: you need to learn to accept that

[12:48] Particularly Angry Guy: its not "oh i played 100 games so im higher ranking"who wants that

[12:48] mid Gelati: thats not true at all

[12:48] Particularly Angry Guy: why was i diamond every other season

season 1

season 2

season 3

[12:48] mid Gelati: if i play 100 games and go 50/50 id be exactly where i am now

[12:48] Particularly Angry Guy: and now all the sudden

its borderline impossible to win

[12:49] mid Gelati: i think you've just had a bad string of games and you're frustrated

it happens, we've all been there

you're literally tilting to me right now in this conversation

you're refusing to see the logic

id recommend stepping away for awhile

[12:49] Particularly Angry Guy: i stepped away

since last november

it is now may 2014

[12:49] mid Gelati: people are better now

[12:49] Particularly Angry Guy: u mean wrose

worse*

[12:49] mid Gelati: dude

im trying to be as logical and down to earth as i can

what do you want me to tell you?

ive laid out what it is

[12:50] Particularly Angry Guy: me: 9/1 jungler didnt come top a single time. mid lane: 2/7 support: 0/3 ADC: 1/5 jungle : 4/3

[12:50] mid Gelati: if you dont like it then go play something else

[12:50] Particularly Angry Guy: how do i win the game

[12:50] mid Gelati: you dont

[you dont win the game

[12:50] Particularly Angry Guy: thats the problem

[12:50] mid Gelati: because there are 10 people

[12:50] Particularly Angry Guy: i want a diff game but there are none

[12:50] mid Gelati: and you are 1 person

[12:50] Particularly Angry Guy: its a monopoly

i fucking hate this game tbh

but theres nothing else

to do

[12:51] mid Gelati: dont do things you hate

[12:51] Particularly Angry Guy: u have no choice but to play this

[12:51] mid Gelati: there's always a choice

start going to the gym

[12:51] Particularly Angry Guy: i do

[12:51] mid Gelati: maybe pick up another hobby

[12:51] Particularly Angry Guy: why

[12:51] mid Gelati: learn to play piano

[12:51] Particularly Angry Guy: 1 of the skilled players of 100,000,000 players

why would i go play another hobby

i know how to play piano

and guitar

and clarinet

[12:52] mid Gelati: can i ask how old you are?

[12:52] Particularly Angry Guy: 0

20

[12:52] mid Gelati: aight

im just trying to settle this down for you

im 27

if you dont like it then dont do it

you should go find something you like and do it

just play norms, or maybe pick up another game

or some other hobby

but you absolutely shouldnt do it if you dont like it, no matter how good you think you are

[12:53] Particularly Angry Guy: ive already invested enough money and time in this game, and now that im one of the few good people left in the game, i cant get away from it. its literally throwing 6 years out the door.

this game is ranked, if u dont play ranked, ur wasting ur time

competitive and nothing else

[12:53] mid Gelati: theres about 25 million people that would disagree with you

[12:53] Particularly Angry Guy: u play normals, u play and then whatnothing

where do those normal games go

that u play

what does that go towards

what are u working for

[12:54] mid Gelati: less tahtn 30% of the population even plays solo queue

some people just play to hang with friends

others to relax after a long day

[12:54] Particularly Angry Guy: thats wasting ur time

[12:54] mid Gelati: others to immerse themselves in something that isnt rl

some people love wasting their time

this is just relaxation for them

[12:54] Particularly Angry Guy: but its wasting their time and mine

because i get them

on my team

[12:55] mid Gelati: you think a poker shark that sits at the casino and grinds doesnt think that every time some drunken idiot comes up and gets lucky and hits quads on the river against them?

waht do they do? they dont rage and walk out

they ship the cards and move on to the next hand

because they know that over the long haul the'yll be more successful

[12:55] Particularly Angry Guy: and what if they arent.

[12:56] mid Gelati: if they arent, then there is something wrong with their technique

because over thousands and thousands of hands, if they're consistently losing, then maybe they need to alter the way they play

but they cant determine that until they've seen a large sample size

[12:57] Particularly Angry Guy: thats just stupid

all i know is this is going to take

until next season starts

[12:57] mid Gelati: if you feel that way then id recommend you doing something else

[12:57] Particularly Angry Guy: to get anywhere

even though winning my lanes 10/0

its unfair to me

[12:57] mid Gelati: and if thats the approach you're going to have then sadly im not sure you'll be very successful

[12:58] Particularly Angry Guy: they need to start banning people that dont speak english

not banning me

for saying usuck

im not ruining the game for people

[12:58] mid Gelati: can i be honest with you right now dude?

[12:58] Particularly Angry Guy: im helping them win

i had a team tonight

4 people from brazil

or some shit

no one spoke english

and they arent banned

but ill be banned

for flaming for 5 hours

[12:59] mid Gelati: id recommend you reading what you're typing to me right now

because it honestly looks like a raging 5 year old throwing a tantrum

[12:59] Particularly Angry Guy: i dont care

ive played this since 2009

[12:59] mid Gelati: then why are you asking me?

[12:59] Particularly Angry Guy: and have had 4 accounts permanently banned

because of retards

who make me do it

[12:59] mid Gelati: nobody makes you do it

you can mute them

you can ignore chat

you can not type anything

[1:00] Particularly Angry Guy: how do i ignore

0/10

or 3/15

[1:00] mid Gelati: you CHOOSE to say something to them

[1:00] Particularly Angry Guy: bot lane

[1:00] mid Gelati: you make a choice in your head to type something to them, derogatory or not

[1:00] Particularly Angry Guy: the game needs a ranking system that takes into account ur individual play

[1:00] mid Gelati: you know thats impossible

[1:00] Particularly Angry Guy: its nothing but win or loss and it sucks

Bf4 does it.

skill level

[1:00] mid Gelati: then go play bf4?

if you hate the system and hate the game then stop playing it

i dont know what you want me to tell you dude

i tried being logical and you're just not hearing it

that sucks that you're frustrated

it sucks that you feel that way, but thats the way it is, if you cant handle it then id suggest looking elsewhere to invest your time

[1:01] Particularly Angry Guy: one day

fist through screen

and itll be over

whatever

[1:02] mid Gelati: because there is a certain amount of randomness

if you cant handle that then there's no need to push yourself to this point of anger

[1:03] Particularly Angry Guy: i just dont see why i need to go somewhere else as the best player in the game

why dont the other people

get forced out

doesnt make sense

isnt fair

no justice

[1:03] mid Gelati: you're not the best player in the game

the best player in the game would realize his talents, put the time in, and prove that to everyone

instead of pussying out cuz he lost a few games

michael jordan never did that

you think he didnt feel like he had to carry his teammates every game? cuz im sure he did

[1:04] Particularly Angry Guy: I WENT

FUCKING

9 AND FUCKING

1

WHO THE FUCK

DOES THAT

[1:05] mid Gelati: but jordan never said shit about his teammates

he ust worried about himself and improving

and thats why hes the best there ever was

[1:05] Particularly Angry Guy: BUT WHAT IF

THAT DOESNT MATTER

HAPPEN

*

WHAT IF

IM NOT WORRIED

ABOUT MYSELF

IM WORRIED ABOUT THE 500,000 OTHER STUPID AUTISTIC FUCKS

[1:05] mid Gelati: then you're approaching this wrong

[1:05] Particularly Angry Guy: UHHHH I CALL MID LANE

I CALL MID LANE

0/7

[1:05] mid Gelati: and you deserve to be banned if you're being this toxic with people

[1:05] Particularly Angry Guy: NEXT GAME

I CALL MID LANE

I CALL MID LANE

0/10

I CALL MID LANE

0/11

I CALL MID LANE

0/1010292

[1:06] mid Gelati: for the record, im putting this conversation on my records as an example

you need to relax

you lost a few games

keep dominating that hard and you'll carry future games

if you dont have the patience for that

then play another game

[1:07] Particularly Angry Guy: please do

spread the word

maybe someone like me will understand

and chances are hes good

no fucking reason

for a 3 season 2200 elo player

to be ripping out his hair

to get anywhere

[1:09] mid Gelati: your rating doenst entitle you to future success

even though the way they reset between seasons it actualyl does entitle you slightly

ive got a teaching degree

i dont automatically get a job cuz i got the degree

[1:10] Particularly Angry Guy: FUCK THIS GAME

[1:05] Particularly Angry Guy: UHHHH I CALL MID LANE

I CALL MID LANE

0/7

[1:05] mid Gelati: and you deserve to be banned if you're being this toxic with people

[1:05] Particularly Angry Guy: NEXT GAME

I CALL MID LANE

I CALL MID LANE

0/10

I CALL MID LANE

0/11

I CALL MID LANE

0/1010292

[1:06] mid Gelati: for the record, im putting this conversation on my records as an example

you need to relax

you lost a few games

keep dominating that hard and you'll carry future games

if you dont have the patience for that

then play another game

[1:07] Particularly Angry Guy: please do

spread the word

maybe someone like me will understand

and chances are hes good

no fucking reason

for a 3 season 2200 elo player

to be ripping out his hair

to get anywhere

[1:09] mid Gelati: your rating doenst entitle you to future success

even though the way they reset between seasons it actualyl does entitle you slightly

ive got a teaching degree

i dont automatically get a job cuz i got the degree

[1:10] Particularly Angry Guy: FUCK THIS GAME

[1:13] : ill be recording every game

that i play

this week

[1:13] mid Gelati: for what reason?

there is a right answer and a wrong answer to that question

[1:14] Particularly Angry Guy: so because im not diamond 1

ill have proof

that i am

by my play

and not by what other retards

do

[1:14] mid Gelati: nobody will care until you show them the results

shit this game is more like the real world than youd think

nobody gives a fuck if people are keeping you down, they only give a fuck about what you've achieved

[1:15] Particularly Angry Guy: it will be a nice thing to show u

so u can see

where im coming from

[1:15] mid Gelati: look

[1:15] Particularly Angry Guy: theres a difference between winning and losing

[1:15] mid Gelati: im not denying that it isnt happening

[1:15] Particularly Angry Guy: theres a difference between losing and losing because no one cares

[1:15] mid Gelati: im sure you're completely dominating every single game

[1:15] Particularly Angry Guy: i dont mind losing a match...i really dont...a fair match

not one where i have 3 people

suiciding

into towers

thats the losing that is stupid

[1:16] mid Gelati: you think the rest of hte solo queue world hasnt experienced that?

[1:16] Particularly Angry Guy: not rlly

[1:16] mid Gelati: you need to stop thinking you're the exception

[1:16] Particularly Angry Guy: because somhow

these idiots that dont even speak english

are where im at now..

so i dont think they are

[1:16] mid Gelati: i had a game earlier with a guy speaking cantonese

another one with a guy that dc'd and never connected

im not sitting hee bitching about it

because IT HAPPENS

it happens to you, to me, to hai, to faker, to bjergsen

shit, challengers gotta deal with being drop hacked half the games

[1:17] Particularly Angry Guy: working out fine for everyone else then

not for me

[1:17] mid Gelati: if you cant take a couple feeders then you wont be able to deal with any of that stuff without you throwing your monitor

dude

you've played 19 games

[1:17] Particularly Angry Guy: THATS

[1:17] mid Gelati: 19 fucking games

[1:17] Particularly Angry Guy: ALOT MORE

THAN U THINK

[1:18] mid Gelati: no its not...

[1:18] Particularly Angry Guy: AND OUT OF 19 GAMES, 5 OF THEM

[1:18] mid Gelati: turtle has 2 accounts in the top 10

[1:18] Particularly Angry Guy: WERE FAIR

[1:18] mid Gelati: each with 400+ games on them

[1:18] Particularly Angry Guy: i dont have time

for that

and shouldnt need to

[1:18] mid Gelati: then dont expect to be there

[1:18] Particularly Angry Guy: but i was there

[1:18] mid Gelati: no you werent

[1:18] Particularly Angry Guy: diamond 1

4 accounts diamond 3 to diamond 1

[1:18] mid Gelati: turtle would shit stomp you 9 times out of 10

[1:18] Particularly Angry Guy: all permanently banned

[1:18] mid Gelati: you're not the best

you dont have the right attitude

[1:19] Particularly Angry Guy: i know im not the best

but im up there.

ive won plenty

vs good people

[1:19] mid Gelati: so fucking prove it without raging and getting yourself banned

[1:19] Particularly Angry Guy: cant

[1:19] mid Gelati: like dude i dont know what you want me to tell you

[1:19] Particularly Angry Guy: my mind gets

blown up

too much

[1:19] mid Gelati: do you work?

[1:19] Particularly Angry Guy: yes

[1:19] mid Gelati: a full time job?

[1:19] Particularly Angry Guy: and go to college

part time work part time college

[1:19] mid Gelati: ok

you know what happens if you have this kind of response in the work place to someone else not doing their shit?

you BOTH get fired, ebcause you're replacable

[1:20] Particularly Angry Guy: actually at my work no XD

but ya

other jobs

[1:20] mid Gelati: for lack of better terms dude, you gotta grow the fuck up

if you're seriously this good

[1:20] Particularly Angry Guy: can't

[1:20] mid Gelati: then this should just be a bump

[1:20] Particularly Angry Guy: idk what to do

to make others play better

[1:20] mid Gelati: play more

you cant maek others play better

you CAN NOT

you need to accept that

play 1000 games

show everyone how good you are over the course of 1000 games

[1:21] Particularly Angry Guy: i play like

[1:21] mid Gelati: if you are that much better, then even assuming half those games you get trolled or dcd

[1:21] Particularly Angry Guy: maybe 5 games a day

[1:21] mid Gelati: listen

assume you have a huge troll magnet and you get railed

500 of those games you lose or whatever to trolls or dc's or whatever

you damn well better win those other 500 because thats how good you're saying you are

or at least you're acting that way

you need to put the time in

its not all about talent, its about work ethic

[1:23] Particularly Angry Guy: thats a complete joke because i never

[1:23] mid Gelati: if you want to be good at this game its a job that you need to commit your time and hours to

[1:23] Particularly Angry Guy: ever played that much

last season, i have multiple people including sneakycastro that would vouch because hes on my f list

[1:23] mid Gelati: then let me reverse this then

[1:23] Particularly Angry Guy: have multiple screenshots

etc

i jumped

diamond 5 to diamond 2

in 4 wins

my record

was like 50 wins 80 losses

i never ever

played even close to 500 games

in a season

[1:23] mid Gelati: did you ever, for a second, think that you got lucky?

[1:24] Particularly Angry Guy: for 3 seasons  no

and because i played well

[1:24] mid Gelati: i mean im positive that never crossed your mind of course

[1:24] Particularly Angry Guy: and was complimented by many

i dont think that was luck

it couldve been

but very unlikely

[1:24] mid Gelati: but maybe you got good matchmaking and got paired up and rattld off a couple huge lp wins in a row

[1:24] Particularly Angry Guy: thats fine, couldve been

[1:24] mid Gelati: you're never going to achieve great things with this kind of attitude

thats all im saying dude

[1:24] Particularly Angry Guy: but lucky, no, good , yes

[1:24] mid Gelati: you're being so unreasonable that im starting to think you're trolling me or something

[1:25] Particularly Angry Guy: no

just wondering why people still play this stupid game

thats it

[1:25] mid Gelati: yea, why are YOU playing THIS stupid game?

[1:25] Particularly Angry Guy: because i like to play games

but nothing else is out

unless u got ideas

mobas

mmorpgs suck now

or id play one

[1:26] mid Gelati: mmo rpg isnt for you

you dont put hte hours in because you feel you should be able to outskill someone

you should be playing something thats 1v1

if you seriously feel this way

are you gaming for a living?

then why do something you dont enjoy

[1:27] Particularly Angry Guy: i like to play games

and im usually very good

warcraft 3 was great

[1:27] mid Gelati: then go play starcraft 2

[1:27] Particularly Angry Guy: spectacular, well directed game

i dont like sc2's gameplay

[1:27] mid Gelati: or any of hte other games out there right now

[1:27] Particularly Angry Guy: weird

[1:28] mid Gelati: if you want to be hte best 1v1 person go play chess

where there is zero variance

because its always the same

[1:28] Particularly Angry Guy: no one plays cheess

lol

[1:28] mid Gelati: and its purely mathematical

literally millions of people play chess

so thats just a lie

[1:28] Particularly Angry Guy: no one i know

are u talking

online

[1:28] mid Gelati: either or

chess has very few variables

it is just the game, as pure as it can be

nobody else to hold you down except for you

[1:29] Particularly Angry Guy: eh maybe

[1:29] mid Gelati: [no randomness

because thats what you're describing to me that you want

you want something that lets you just be better than everyone else

without anybodyh olding you down

[1:30] Particularly Angry Guy: ya

[1:30] mid Gelati: you want to be rewarded for being techincally perfect

[1:30] Particularly Angry Guy: if they could impliment that into this

thatd be rgeat

[1:30] mid Gelati: they cant

because there is billions of variable

1 player out of 10 in a game, 120ish champions, blue side/purple side, first pick last pick

other team does fast push, you do poke comp

literally billions of possibilities

its what makes it what it is

the way you speak its like you want things in a vaccuum

and thats just not realistic

chess is like the closest it comes honestly

[1:31] Particularly Angry Guy: lame

welp there goes 6 years

of my life

[1:32] mid Gelati: i just hope you dont approach your life this way cuz the world is even more random than this shit lol

its ok to feel the way you do if you act on it, and dont just sit around bitching to some guy on the internet

you couldve played another game i nthis time :)

and i could have too and now i feel like im wasting my time

[1:33] Particularly Angry Guy: i do, because winning 9 of 19 games, 10 of those games in which i was Godlike, 3 of those in which i was "okay" not Godlike but good enough, and the rest which i just went afk after 1-25 start by the

[1:33] mid Gelati: you're not seeing the big picture

and i wish i could get you to see that

but i need to get some shit done now

[1:34] Particularly Angry Guy: alrighty.

cant wait to see my games tomorrow

prolly will commit suicide

by then

[1:34] mid Gelati: i thought you were done

[1:34] Particularly Angry Guy: im just doing it to simply show people recordings now

see if i can get people to stop playing this

[1:34] mid Gelati: i wouldnt bother, nobody is gonna give a shit

you're just going to get a few "man that sucks bro" and a couple "quit being a bitch and play more games"

and you wont feel any better

if vengeance is what you're after, then id aim it elsewhere because the little children of hte interwebs dont give a fuck whether you're gods gift to league or not

[1:36] Particularly Angry Guy: that sucks

[1:36] mid Gelati: yea it does

but its the way it is

[1:36] Particularly Angry Guy: i want to cry.

people are so bad

[1:36] mid Gelati: if it makes you feel better go for it

[1:36] Particularly Angry Guy: it makes me want

to literally cry

that im a human

they are human

and im stuck

with this

id take my dog

[1:37] mid Gelati: you know what dude

[1:37] Particularly Angry Guy: 9 matches of 10

[1:37] mid Gelati: i guarantee you somebody has said this about you in some capacity of your life

and im sure you wouldnt have appreciated hearing it from them

[1:38] Particularly Angry Guy: 0

[1:38] mid Gelati: i bet you were like 5 minutes late to work one day, or missed something minor and your bsos was like "jesus christ i have fucking carry this scrub ass"

[1:38] Particularly Angry Guy: 0_0

no lol

[1:38] mid Gelati: but he didnt say that

[1:38] Particularly Angry Guy: im very good

[1:39] mid Gelati: because thats not what people do

if you're so good then why dont oyu own the place?

[1:39] Particularly Angry Guy: thats impossible to do

[1:39] mid Gelati: is it?

[1:39] Particularly Angry Guy: how do u just buy a store

[1:39] mid Gelati: you go to the bank and ask for a loan

[1:39] Particularly Angry Guy: LOL

[1:39] mid Gelati: and prove to them that you deserve it

[1:39] Particularly Angry Guy: the he,l

[1:39] mid Gelati: its the same exact thing dude

thats what im trying to tell you

[1:40] Particularly Angry Guy: what i do and what the franchise CEO does

are completely different

[1:40] mid Gelati: my point is that you're not perfect

but you're sure as hell acting and talking like you are

and thats really immature

[1:40] Particularly Angry Guy: im not perfect

i just expect other people

to be decent

[1:41] mid Gelati: why would you do that?

[1:41] Particularly Angry Guy: because its not hard

very easy game

i quit for 6 months, had no idea what the meta was

[1:41] mid Gelati: maybe it is hard for us mortals in the population

[1:41] Particularly Angry Guy: and dropped a 9/1 twitch

...

i can play whatever role i want, whenever i want, under any conditions

its an easy game

but people dont try

or something

[1:42] mid Gelati: then stop playing

seirously just stop playing

[1:42] Particularly Angry Guy: too late

for that

[1:42] mid Gelati: like you literally cannot accept that you are only one out of 10

you really cant

its not to olate for that

[1:42] Particularly Angry Guy: if u dont win a 9/1 karma match

what will i win

nothing more in my physical

[1:42] mid Gelati: you'll win the game wehre you go 1/6/4 on twitch

[1:42] Particularly Angry Guy: hand

[1:42] mid Gelati: because THATS VARIANCE

you cant control it

[1:43] Particularly Angry Guy: what happens when i go 9/1 for the next 50 games

and still at the same spot

[1:43] mid Gelati: you'll prolly win like 30 of them

[1:43] Particularly Angry Guy: thats not fair now is it

prolly

but i have a curse over me

[1:43] mid Gelati: oh jesus christ dude

im done

[1:43] Particularly Angry Guy: ok

[1:43] mid Gelati: you cant be reasoned with

i tried ot help

[1:43] Particularly Angry Guy: thats fine

[1:44] mid Gelati: i wish you the best of luck in your endeavors but i cant deal with your toxicity and negative attitude anymore, and you should honestly uninstall it'd be good for you

i honestly cant believe i kept typing, something i need to improve on

peace

[1:45] Particularly Angry Guy: its fine

ill just keep a gun

close to me

so i can fucking

kill myself

over idiots